im very fad up now. no matter how much strength i use, i wil never change you. you are sucha chauvinist, you say up i dont say down, you ask me to sit i dont stand. friends, please dont tell me i have a choice, i chose to be like that. i also dont want to have a boyfriend like this, but i dont can't lie that i love him. i dont know why guys dont feel the same way as us. i feel so loved when you question me where am i going, what time am i going home, dont go out with guys... yes i want to tie you up want you to stay at home. im so unreasonable, im trying to find faults whenever you go out. im so unhappy when you stay up so late and i got to wait for you in front of the comp like a fool. yea, my choice again. you never ask me to wait, i own self wanna make myself unhappy. i wanto think the negative way, i suspect you, i not confident, everything is me. you didn't do anything wrong. im the blame to everything. if your history is so perfect, i woudn't have sucha worrying mind. you say you wont play with girls, today you ask me, why cant you play with girls. the answer is just cannot, im just so unreasonable, im not so open, i cannot accept the fact you all play king's game together. i know everything can happen, cus i played before. yes, actually i know which kinda guy you are, you werent loyal, cus they dont worth your loyalty. but i worth it. and i believe you will do it. the reason why i can be so unreasonable, because im jealous, i have little girl minds. i can say how petty this girl is that girl is, but actually the most petty one is me. i admit. i curse the girls' whole family whoever meet you in soho. yea, im so scary, so fierce, so irritating. are you impatient? you stand enough of me? you dont want to continue the rest of your life with such a bitch who wants to control you in whatever you do? alright, leave me.... stay far away from me then! 狼心狗肺！