baby's waiting for me now. tml gonna be an awesome day. im going to ignore all the unhappiness in my mind. includes the unacceptance of baby in dad's heart. true love will eventually overcome all the obstacles. i just wanna enjoy my 2 weeks without any regret when i return to sg. this time isnt anything for family gathering or meeting friends everyday going to soho etc. though. im there for him, footballer, ZHAOYANPING. it seems selfish somehow i agree. ilovehim i must say. going to meet baby's mom. scary. she's like dao ming feng in baby's words. omg. baby asked me to removed my nail polish and emphasized plenty of times must use some sorta covered clothings, dont laugh so loud like how i usually do and dont gossip in front of her. okay. i'll try my best... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

18th birthday with family. lousy cam whored cus its handphone

an outing with mom afer went to the MOE to sign that Tuition Grant.

i became uberly sad after a talk with mom at the superdog.

superdog is my boyfriend's favourite when he was here.

im very sad bout what mom told me.

now me nana zhangxu is a bit nervous dont know what to do or rather lost her direction. she should be super happy at this point of time but sadly no. so how? dim sieun ah? IM REALLY WORRYING NOW LO. im afraid that i cant get along with his friends well as they are all so much older than me. well not so old. but ahya, i just scared i will behave very immaturely in front of them and make footballer lose face plus he's sucha chauvinistic guy, worst ever O.O! okay i know, i shouldn't think this way cause it just shows how much childishness i possess in my bones. chill man zx, i think you need a chill pill, omg i miss lynette and cf so much. hahahahaha. morever, the worst thing ever, which is, i have not met my boyfriend's expectation of 55kg but im not still mingling around 59 to 60. dim sieun ley? shit HOW? HOW? HOW?....

WITH HER, ME DONT NEED FOOTBALLER.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

as if lo...

有时候你很调皮 总是让我着急 一颗心总是为你跳不停 只要一闭上眼睛 总有千百万个你 你的影子装满我的脑海里

it's been so long since I last did shopping with BabyL. we seemed went back to our life in the year 2007. going town only the two of us. that time we were still very blur with life and the topic was only about this particular guy appeared in each other's life. now we both have grew up and met things which were very unexpected to happen. that's life. Baby said i've slim down. so surprised cus its wanst long since we last met, not as long as a year but not to short cus we used to meet everyday. the feeling will always back when we are together. not drifting, at all. our boyfriends are sharing somehow the same characters. nice. okay we've grown.