baby's waiting for me now. tml gonna be an awesome day. im going to ignore all the unhappiness in my mind. includes the unacceptance of baby in dad's heart. true love will eventually overcome all the obstacles. i just wanna enjoy my 2 weeks without any regret when i return to sg. this time isnt anything for family gathering or meeting friends everyday going to soho etc. though. im there for him, footballer, ZHAOYANPING. it seems selfish somehow i agree. ilovehim i must say. going to meet baby's mom. scary. she's like dao ming feng in baby's words. omg. baby asked me to removed my nail polish and emphasized plenty of times must use some sorta covered clothings, dont laugh so loud like how i usually do and dont gossip in front of her. okay. i'll try my best... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA