now me nana zhangxu is a bit nervous dont know what to do or rather lost her direction. she should be super happy at this point of time but sadly no. so how? dim sieun ah? IM REALLY WORRYING NOW LO. im afraid that i cant get along with his friends well as they are all so much older than me. well not so old. but ahya, i just scared i will behave very immaturely in front of them and make footballer lose face plus he's sucha chauvinistic guy, worst ever O.O! okay i know, i shouldn't think this way cause it just shows how much childishness i possess in my bones. chill man zx, i think you need a chill pill, omg i miss lynette and cf so much. hahahahaha. morever, the worst thing ever, which is, i have not met my boyfriend's expectation of 55kg but im not still mingling around 59 to 60. dim sieun ley? shit HOW? HOW? HOW?....