17.5.09

MARCUS says: bestie im here im here bu yao wei nan ren er huo wei ni zhi zi er huo ask yourself wat you wan donn let him tell you wat to do tell him wat you want to you are zx if he loves you then don ask u to chg if you chg then u are not yourself anymore wei nan ren er huo de nu ren shi zui sha de im a man i understand how mans fell feel we are bastard i can say i love kailin how much how muhc but when i meet nicole all that are bulls hit to me bull shit promises are meant to be broken really i swae swear be yourself be who you are my bestie that always happy so cheer ful i can say bestie concerns me the most in this world besides my parents. iloveyoubestie. i cannot imagine if the world is without you. i wanna say a thank you to rachel as well. she always give me idea about this relationship. thanks rach. i met lindarling, we shared a lot. women are like this. sacrificing without the notice in our men's eyes. we are the failure. loser.

16.5.09

i dont know how long can i still hold on. i've yelled and cried enough. i thought you've changed for me. too stupid im wrong. you said you wont be going to soho anymore, you promised me that was your last time going out to play and stay up so late at night. that wasn't. second third times had alr happened. im very disappointed with you, boyfriend. ppl around questioned me shouldn't there be trust in the relationship? yea, trust. i trusted my faith in you will make you change. it's been so long since we had a happy online chat. i recall the past, we always make sure everyday we have to squeeze out some even just a little time to talk to each other. but these days changed. my tears are rolling down on the keyboard whenever i sign in my qq acc. i miss you so much, you dont sense it at all. what you are doing just shows im not impt to you at all. last night was really terrible. crying during work is so terrible. colleagues came to console me tapped my shoulder and asked me not to cry. i wiped the tears away but it kept rolling down. i couldnt smile to the customers. i was really down. im sorry. i really hate this feeling... 北鼻为什么会变成这样 我以为你真的为我改变 原来我错了 你做的一切只是在证明我对你从来 都不重要 一点都不 记得曾经的每一天我们都会腾出一些时间来通话 这几天怎么了 昨天晚上你真的太错了 我甚至不能用失望来形容 你太不在乎我的感受 太不把我放在心里 是 我哭是我自己想不开 我自作自受? 我怎么都想不到第六感会那么的灵 我还在想如果我想的是真的 我真的会崩溃 事实就是这样 你怎么忘了你说过的话 你这么做是不是要气我走 我真的不明白 真的很伤心 我可以很坚强 可以在你需要支持与安慰的时候给你希望给你这颗爱你的心 在你面前我总是那么乐观 因为我知道如果我跟你一样没有憧憬我们不会有将来 但是不管在逗你笑是失败还是成功的过程中我的心里也藏着几分难受 我想为你付出 我想我们幸福 我想我想的有时候是不是做的很错 但你知不知道一切都是因为我爱你 我太爱你...

14.5.09

31st May. Guangzhou. 4.30pm. Baby. Money. ans a Kiss.

11.5.09

hate chauvinistic guys

mood is gay now, very only is that idk what is linda and amanda doing like disappearing as we have our own things to do or cus i stay too far from them but what happened just now make me being happy again after all this while yay. so mom came to school to pay the school fees for me. on top of that, i brave up the courage '' mom im going back again at the end of this month'' sharks, i told her you know can you believe it. i have been pondering what are the ways to open up my mouth to tell her. i have already came up with the worst solution which is, '' you let me anot, i've already bought the tickets'' can you imagine im so naughty, so inconsiderate. but yea doing it for once for LOVE is unstandable okay! & i actually save money myself just to buy the bloody air tix! tsk. okay happy came. mom said this '' oh you going back ah, when ah? okay lo when i free i go but air tix for you'' ............ my heart beat dropped from 180 to 100 like stocks playing on dad's laptop i still cant believe mom answered me with literally no objection. and she added '' okay for love, maybe i can understand you.'' but i have to explain to my dad everything from the start when i go back. okay nvm, called footballer, he sounded normal. days ago dunno who said'' you better come back i tell you, dont waste my effort'' now i confirm going back already he give this kinda crap. mcp like shit. okay me zhang li na nana zx is super damn happy now wooohoooo!

9.5.09

Happy 5th Month baby and I <3

6.5.09

下雨天我怎麽办
北鼻离开新加坡的第54天
日子一天天真的很难熬
走过的每个角落仿佛都有你的影子
我一直用力的去想怕自己忘记
你在身边的时候
我从来没想到你离开后会可怕
不过假期很快就要到了
我很快可以看到北鼻了

4.5.09

science=bored to core last week blood. now magnet. 'who told you those are magnet? what is magnet going to do with this whole thing?' the faci questions us like this. o dim ji ah? tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk footballer i thought that school will keep me busy and forget bout everything. but what is this? totally worse than staying at home. idk. im lost. imissu. should i be the one again? no. i hate it. zyp, pls wake up.

2.5.09

this is yetun's art work!
he said it's Nana,
but sadly nana is so much fatter than this
):
peiqi's birthday! celebrated in class(:
Happy 20th birthday to hafiz.
luku face!
the earth is still revolving without anyone's existance!
imu.

28.4.09

i need to tell everybody. i really need to slim down. im a loser if i dont lose 10kg in 2 month's time. i need to rmb what i promised baby footballer. he gain weight i lose weight. really really. weight is stressing me up. i need to lose weight. okay bye go and do exercise now!

27.4.09

北鼻我好想你北鼻我好想你北鼻我好想你北鼻我好想你北鼻我好想你北鼻我好想你北鼻我好想你