i dont know how long can i still hold on. i've yelled and cried enough. i thought you've changed for me. too stupid im wrong. you said you wont be going to soho anymore, you promised me that was your last time going out to play and stay up so late at night. that wasn't. second third times had alr happened. im very disappointed with you, boyfriend. ppl around questioned me shouldn't there be trust in the relationship? yea, trust. i trusted my faith in you will make you change. it's been so long since we had a happy online chat. i recall the past, we always make sure everyday we have to squeeze out some even just a little time to talk to each other. but these days changed. my tears are rolling down on the keyboard whenever i sign in my qq acc. i miss you so much, you dont sense it at all. what you are doing just shows im not impt to you at all. last night was really terrible. crying during work is so terrible. colleagues came to console me tapped my shoulder and asked me not to cry. i wiped the tears away but it kept rolling down. i couldnt smile to the customers. i was really down. im sorry. i really hate this feeling... 北鼻为什么会变成这样 我以为你真的为我改变 原来我错了 你做的一切只是在证明我对你从来 都不重要 一点都不 记得曾经的每一天我们都会腾出一些时间来通话 这几天怎么了 昨天晚上你真的太错了 我甚至不能用失望来形容 你太不在乎我的感受 太不把我放在心里 是 我哭是我自己想不开 我自作自受？ 我怎么都想不到第六感会那么的灵 我还在想如果我想的是真的 我真的会崩溃 事实就是这样 你怎么忘了你说过的话 你这么做是不是要气我走 我真的不明白 真的很伤心 我可以很坚强 可以在你需要支持与安慰的时候给你希望给你这颗爱你的心 在你面前我总是那么乐观 因为我知道如果我跟你一样没有憧憬我们不会有将来 但是不管在逗你笑是失败还是成功的过程中我的心里也藏着几分难受 我想为你付出 我想我们幸福 我想我想的有时候是不是做的很错 但你知不知道一切都是因为我爱你 我太爱你...