ZHAO YANPING. AT THIS MOMENT. I REALLY DO WISH TO HAVE ANYTHING WITH YOU EVER AGAIN. FOR ALL THIS ONE YEAR, I BELIEVE EVERYONE COULD SEE HOW MUCH I HAVE DONE FOR YOU. HOW MUCH I HAVE CHANGED FOR YOU. I GAVE YOU MY ALL. BUT NOW IM TIRED ALREADY. I DONT WANT BE THE ONE GIVE IN ALL THE TIME. I GIVE UP. WAVING WHITE FLAG. I CANNOT HELP MYSELF WHEN I DONT CALL YOU. BUT NOW I CAN. YOU FORCE ME TO BECOME LIKE THIS. IDK WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME. RIGHT NOW I DONT WISH TO KNOW ANYMORE. YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT! IM NOT STOP YOU. IM DONE CONTROLLING YOU. I GIVE YOU FREEDOM. YOU CAN FLY. FLY TO THE WORLD YOU LIKE. FLY TO THE WORLD YOU USED TO LIVE IN. I LOSE OKAY. I SURRENDER. YOU CAN GO. ANYWHERE YOU WANT OKAY. JUST STAY AWAY AND FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE! FUCK OFF!