19.12.09

im veh sick of this blog. idk how to change the skin. and i dont want to know. anyone wants to change for me just open your mouth and ask for my password ok. thanks! anw i have been working. dk why so lucky they ask me go back to work. good pay. despite tiredness. boring thing. but need experience one kay! so that i can spend some in seoul and bring back some to buy a pressie for dad. and my trip to sanya. in hainan. its gonna be fun. am looking forward to the five-star hotel service and the comfy bed. so excited. sian still have 8 more weeks. but nvm. mom's not feeling well these days. i really want her to go back. zyp mom says will mom to see prof doctor. lol. mom said dont need! cool hor? okay. god please bless my mom. i love her so much. zyp says that he's going to treat mom thousands time better than how i've been treating her. yuppps say so... mommy i love you deep deep many many. lynette's gg to cele her 18th at the last day of this year. looking forward as well. sisters can gather again(: at her condo. today am off. went to shop at town with shimin and julyana and we saw our ex schmate clara. lawl. this is a so called belated mini celebration for me. i love them so much. they bought me this coat which i chose myself from F21. cost them bomb. yeah. so i've got my winter coat! thanks! wait till i got my pay i will give you two a big treat! mentioning about this. thanks to my woman caifang lynette valerie and linda for the pressie. it rocks big time. its a dildo. oppps no la. = = bestie and i have yet to meet up for veh long cus am too busy. soon okay bro. kay. everything have been updated. bye and night.

10.12.09

THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY SURPRISE HUIMIN JESLIN JY ZIWEI PEIQI AND ELAINE. YOU ENTERED MY LIFE, FROM THIS DAY ONWARDS. I PLAY A ROLE BE A RESPONSIBLE FRIEND. THANKS FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY. MANY OF YOU. I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE ME IN YOUR HEART. BEST BIRTHDAY EVER. NEVER FORGET. ILOVEYOU FRIENDS. ALL I WANTED. TO MAKE MY LIFE AS A WHOLE

6.12.09

雖然生日還沒有到 但因為李保森先生要去台灣了所以呢 我們就一起提前慶生喇 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 小小臭美一下 嘿嘿 我們在等其他人的到來 我的朋友都是遲到大王喇! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 這是 黎柰&彩芳 5年的阿嘎料呢! 兩個無聊的女人 很恩愛 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 她們總是在我笑的時候弄我哭 在我哭的時候逗我笑 無論我的故事多麼千篇一律 多麼讓人無奈庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 這是馬克思&馬休 哈哈 好喇 Marcus&Matthew :) 也是我的好兄弟丫雖然他們年紀比我小一點 但是也很照顧我的 我們去了Marina Square的 Yuki Yaki吃自助火鍋呢 琳達小姐說我17歲生日在那吃的還不錯 所以我們就舊地重遊喇! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 大家好想吃的都不多呢! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 那天的yuki yaki還算熱鬧 黎柰好像一隻鳥 吃的東西還不到彩芳的10分之1 哈哈 她能吃也吃不胖丫! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 張彩芳!是一頭牛 吃火鍋記得叫上她啊 他一直在擔心黎柰是不是傳了簡訊給俊傑 哈哈哈 最後和好喇! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★.庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 吃完了主餐 去炒冰麒麟 還是很熱鬧 跟前年的感覺一樣 只不過換了幾個人 而且心裡一直牽掛著一個人 嘻嘻 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 我的兩個超級好朋友 他們兩個一樣個性 超愛開玩笑滴 所以他們很brother! HAHA! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 這是我的阿嘎料賣給我生日蛋糕 Tiramisu! YEAH! 很好吃!不過我很偏心把比較的大的那一份給了張彩芳 哈哈哈! 我還是少吃點為妙 不然的話 呃 晏晏要無奈了>< 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 這裡有 林千惠 蘇琳雁 張彩芳 方浩吉 梁藝維 吳文宗 梁國平 麥芬 哈哈哈 我想了好久他們每個人的中文名字 之後還有幾個 還沒出現 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 我的寶貝丫 樂琳達! 她比較實際 說的話總是比較婉轉 告訴我實際怎樣怎樣 再說 哎呀 其實真愛就是這樣的 嘿嘿 謝謝你的鼓勵北鼻琳達 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. Valerie! 跟我一樣為愛癡狂的女人 爲了保護她的男人不顧一切 三年多了呢 很不容易! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 親愛的晏晏同學 我們是哥們喇! 我在他心裡是男人 他在我眼裡是女人 我的阿嘎料! He is my Bestie:) Never change, for this entire life. 拜託伱不要再摧殘女性了喇 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 方少爺 我們的情誼不變 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. fat boy, matt. 肥肥圓圓 我們之中每次的好人 很善良 很專情 誰也不能欺負他! 吃完火鍋 切了蛋糕之後我們就去續攤喇! 在大街上談天 很舒服 可是啊 總是覺得 呃 少了什麽 ok! 我們去了Neverland. 因為kcx&Joel說他們是那裡的唱歌比較方便 哈哈 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. aisey 張彩芳! 今天你的特寫最多喇! 我超愛伱 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 最左邊那個是kcx的女朋友呢 然後dylan彩芳琳達還有我 開心呀! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 她叫燕燕! kcx&Joel 我的的‘關東主’ 哈哈 感謝贊助商丫 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. sisters! dylan愛扮女人 就是我們的sister喇! 我們都是Assumptionites! YEAH!庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 這是Birthday Boy! 李保森同學! 還有女友 Cleomaine小姐! 他才17歲呢 哈哈 歲月催人老丫庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 馬克思跟彩芳拼了!哈哈哈 阿嘎料在我生日還是很給面子的! 我:拜託你長點志氣不要一直輸好嘛 阿嘎料:是他們說的喝酒的樣子很帥 ohmyfuckinggod! 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 朋友們玩的不亦楽乎 所以我才快楽 有些些遺憾 這是跟北鼻在一起的第一個生日 我們就沒能一起度過 我想如果我跟晏晏在一起過一定會更快樂吧 不過也還好我有朋友的陪伴 過得還算開心的 庆生会 - .★ Paula the Rider/, - ride like a ★. 好喇最後在臭美一個吧 今年的生日真的很開心 希望以後每一個生日我們都能聚在一起 歡樂! 希望北鼻來了以後會跟他們融為一體!

2.12.09

ZHAO YANPING. AT THIS MOMENT. I REALLY DO WISH TO HAVE ANYTHING WITH YOU EVER AGAIN. FOR ALL THIS ONE YEAR, I BELIEVE EVERYONE COULD SEE HOW MUCH I HAVE DONE FOR YOU. HOW MUCH I HAVE CHANGED FOR YOU. I GAVE YOU MY ALL. BUT NOW IM TIRED ALREADY. I DONT WANT BE THE ONE GIVE IN ALL THE TIME. I GIVE UP. WAVING WHITE FLAG. I CANNOT HELP MYSELF WHEN I DONT CALL YOU. BUT NOW I CAN. YOU FORCE ME TO BECOME LIKE THIS. IDK WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME. RIGHT NOW I DONT WISH TO KNOW ANYMORE. YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT! IM NOT STOP YOU. IM DONE CONTROLLING YOU. I GIVE YOU FREEDOM. YOU CAN FLY. FLY TO THE WORLD YOU LIKE. FLY TO THE WORLD YOU USED TO LIVE IN. I LOSE OKAY. I SURRENDER. YOU CAN GO. ANYWHERE YOU WANT OKAY. JUST STAY AWAY AND FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE! FUCK OFF!

1.12.09

due to the complaints from people. nana decided to keep her blog updated despite the fact am so reluctant to do so. firstly, zhangxu me is now troubled of booking air tix to seoul then to qingdao. countless the price, is the timing and date, etc. if only me is a millionaire. okay i really want to go back for chinese new year. all the 8 yrs spring festival i've spent in singapore were so damn bored. secondly, she misses her footballer veh much. the other part of life like is missing for so long. my sacrifice. school sucks to the big damn core. i dont know why is wrong with me but i just can't pull myself out from the fact, i've changed class. 9th week im sleeping still. marcus leong's ex gf is back to sg and i din get to see him for so long. dkny which i've been yearning thinks that it had been flushed. . but now seems that i understand that besty finds it unworth to spend it for me. the qing yi is not there anymore, maybe. changed. dk la idk. due to this bestfriend of mine, footballer's not happy. all along the one who has been acting cool and charming and chauvinistic had finally barked that he doesnt like it. but so what? so what zyp? ok from that day he trusts me no more. not because i met brothers but i lied. but so? and then? alrighty, mentioning about brothers. one of my brothers, that is a poor soul, who had never troubled over r/s problems, is now troubling. pohshen got to know that ppl whom his friends not in love, doesnt mean that he cant do it. but finally when he wants to fight. the one giving him strength is pulling him back. ohh no, that is not a good idea girl. so what the past? so what? for the present for the future, he is changing sth just for you. his back, friends are us are supporting him. even me sucha laolan person is saying this. i dont see what is pulling you back. hmmm, maybe you dont love him that much? or do you want to give him a karma. ohh no, come on blair, chuck bass is waiting for you.