look at baby's hair! what's wrong? hahha he look like monkey! i was in class teeheee! i finally realised that 200 over days is really long. finally me and baby have not seen each other for 4 months exactly. 4 mths. how long it was. i forget how i went through alone without you by my side. i look so strong in the surface. i hatet to get sympathy from anyone. but there are times for me to broke down. 我真的很需要他在我身旁我么有辦法頂天立地自己面對全部. whoever beside me i thank them very much but it is really different with my boyfriend. my bestie always concern. but that's not enough i believe you all understand what a boyfriend would do and you'd feel loved. im really very lost. im not gonna see him till next feb. pls imagine. god. if you know im praying to you everyday just hope that time would pass a little bit faster. like the joke bestie's exgirlfriend had told him. i wanna throw the clock out to the window. sigh. you all really dont know how i feel. i almost forgot how does footballer look like. i have the picture of him in my heard the last time i saw him. i kept repeating the same thing in my mind remind myself to rmb his face. i so much right now to touch his face. the full of mostache face. the face has its thrones cus his mostache is always not well cleaned. he always scold me when i did sth he asked me not to and always scolded me harder for not doing the things he asked me to. but he's always there to teach, though he lectures at times. i rmb that's this day, when footballer's mom and i were eating lunch in the kitchen and he was then done eating, so he went to the living room to watch tv. then he shouted my name and asked me to watch some part of the show, it was a hilarious one. but i was eating with aunty, i din know should i just go to the living room cus its a kinda of disrespect to his mom. so i went to the living room only when aunty asked me to. when i went to the living room, the hilarious part of the show had ended. footballer was furious and shouted at me vigorously. even his mom said that his temper CMI. he ignored me for so long no matter how i apologise and expalin myself. but after awhile, he asked me to bring the mineral water bottle to his room, i did it. then he imitated the show that i missed. it was a joker contestant singing clown-ly. he used the bottle as the mic. made me laugh like mad. then we were back to normal and laughed at each other. yes, you must be thinking sucha a small thing also will be mad at me. that's the weird boyfriend i love. footballer, No.24!