its always the same thing. there would always be a bad thing that happens after a good thing. its been so long.

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bestie and i went to town to catch the gamer. i swear the show was mother fucking bored till i dropped dead in the cinema. and guess what that fucking malaysian say? ''this was how i was feeling when we were watching the proposal.'' nabey. the proposal is at least watchable can. the gamer was like HUH?

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which is zyp? guess correctly i give you $1 jes i know you are veh pro at it! the one with the ball blur front view... (: which is him again! blur front view i love you no. 24 back view lost. sexy ass! spectators. :D kick! 81 VS GY who is most yandao one inside? answer correctly i give you one dollar! superficially, i loved footballer at the first sight due to his sports man look and his soccer player body figure. i know am fu qian. i guess i would love him more if he's still in the club. oppps! of course no luh baby! hehehehe! i guess i know how much he misses soccer and the place he used to stay for 5 years. the prostitutes who slept with him as well as those part time girlfriends. i know he miss it. well, i love him missing them too, honestly. cause that's what a typical chauvinistic would do!

somebody call 911... kept singing this on the way home just now as i went to meet bestie and mal matt at timah. i pass vodafone to mal as his sis needs it. irc played fire burning so i sang along. played pool, them i mean. marcus: bestie dont you think i play pool is damn handsome? me: i think my boyfriend is handsome-r.. mal&marcus: = = im sorry bestie, i really didnt know that you dislike zyp this much. since the first day you knew i had a boyfriend. you read my blog. i elaborated how whicked he was. i really didnt know how much you care about me and i insisted that you never did. today i then know you mind so much that your bestie has a lousy boyfriend. not lousy on the surface or shall say he's perfect on the surface but the way he treats me. i admit i said things to seek your attention and you knew i was, but you still cared. we are growing since 5 years back. you see me become a big girl. you dont wish me to cry over a guy, over anything. i know. i voiced my pov on your relationships told you how much i do not wish what to happen. you didnt comment any on me as i thought mine is perfect to you and you dont say a word was because you simple didnt care, it wasnt any of your business. but today i realised am wrong, very. i have a selfish mind, i want ppl to know how close me and my bestie is and hoping that am always the most impt to you despite you have a girlfriend anot. am sorry alright. i love you always my brother marcus leong. im sorry linda, i know i cared too much about my boyfriend. you was right, my blood is full of zyp. everything i do i think of him. before i go anywhere also needa ask him. i thought you understand me. cus nana is sucha love sick girl. i know that you know. actually you do. you just being worried about me because i just went in too deep, too far till you cannot take it. am sorry. you are my another baby in life. i need you. today, i called marcus and cried, nth regarding zyp but you. i care, i really do. i thought i will be happy enough as these days me and zyp didnt quarrel at all. but i didnt know i would have problems with so many of you because of my boyfriend. i will continue loving him but trying to pull myself up alright. i know you love me and care about me and thus being angry. i will always remember what you said just now. thanks baby! to mal: i didnt ever lied to you. i just did not mention anything about it cause i knew you wouldnt want to know it. i had never thought you would know it by an accident. well, i can open my heart and talk to you, about the truth. i dont mind. that's nothing wrong to love someone and give up some things. i admit, i did selfish. to all my friends who concerned about my relationship stuffs. i thank you deeply from my heart.

click for larger view! okay listen up friends. footballer had found out that nana me is using xiaonei all this while and he sounded so disappointed like dying. at first he said that okay fine you play yours i play mine you dont come and view my profile and i dont view yours too. so i said fine cause this is the best solution since he thinks that i will make him lose face if i add him or he adds me. fine i dont mind. i can talk and view pictures and do all i want there just fuck off dont interfere what i do! but in the night, guess what! he finally yelled and cried and all those shit saying that am a liar. i cheated on him all this while. yea i admit its my fault. i shouldnt have revive back that account without telling you. but i asked you before, you didnt allow. so i had to do this. i think its perfectly fine without you in my friendlist cause i have my own friends and a big circle. fuck! he wants me to delete it. i said no impossible. he goes, fine break up. ending is, i have to delete it no matter what.

i went to town today to book job for bestie. i met up with bestie at wheelock and this sua ku lang said wow what is this place its so amazing and worst he couldnt find the zebra crossing hence he jay walked on the big main road of orchard. just use the underpass you dickhead and the amazing place refers to the ION. who asked him keep going back to mls. have been going out everyday. sunday bugis with babyL monday met besite and the M clique. watch them play dota was boring just like what we used to do there would always be rounds of snookers after their game. went to eat tomyam soup at Ahlazah and pohwei say i eat so much no wonder am this fat. ok whatever am going to slim down within this month. watch out friends! please do recognise me when school reopen. okay tues i went to amk alone to get my call back card. weds was the trip to zoo with my poly friends. it was fun though it was tiring. dunno what was the black girl doing refuse to join us loser luh she! thurs i met julyana and shimin at town had our fav. ayam penyet. and hk cafe. oppps. today, watched the proposal the second time with the Ms. chanced upon kok huiying outside cine. nvr charge camera, hence no peaktures. bestie talked many with me again. i love to listen and share my personal happenings with him. his gf and ex gf stories, ahlamak can die. all that which he caused himself, he deserves it! be yourself marcus leong. well, i think zyp and i are closer than any couples in the though we are distanced.like seriously. idk why i have the feeling that my bestie, is losing himself. sigh. yau kui lo. okay, this has coming to an end of my post and jeslin tan asked me to do so. goodnigt friends. i miss those naughty things which me and my boyfriend did at his house. C'on. friend, half year ago i had the same thinking as you do. Nana is always a good girl. and nothing's ever gonna change that. i hope you get what am trying to say.

yesterday, zyp and i didnt talk to each other because his prepaid card is cut off. he called me when i was at irc watching marcus they all play dota and i hung up his call as i wanted to call him back, i call is alot cheaper. who knows when i call him again his call was engaged. i called and called and called, no answer! and the last time i called, nin bo jiao de dian hua hao ma yi ting ji! wtf? angry lo. so, i missed the chance talking to him, i shld have just answered his call. tsk. so a sucky monday! met up with bestie in the bus 170, he just came back from mls as he sent his gf back the previous night. we went to visit aes and mrs loo was happy to see me and she hugged me! = = spent some time talking to her and missed the chance talking to ms pek and ms phay. i miss them, i miss secondary school, i miss staying back for night studies with qityan and kenny and of course my bestie. aes life was so real, like means like, dont means dont. sigh. sadly things need to change as we grow up. the previous day, met up with baby linda at her house and we cabbed to bugis, bought stuffs, and the most amazing thing is that we chanced upon bestie and his gf! the first i met her gf! she was like quite stunned when she saw me. hahaha. she said in real life am prettier then i just remembered that we did webcam once. okay, i watched the movie, the proposal with linda. the nicest show ever. my type and i love it! how i wish i have watched the show with baby! i miss him so much! i miss kenny and qityan very much!