27.8.09

i have never thought that i would ever be one of those who have quarrelled with their girlfriends over a boy, especially a close one, and very. i saw people getting their mind twisted thinking of how to keep a man in their pocket and nevertheless lose many things in the process. i thought it so nonsensical to love someone who was possessed by your closed one(well, she never did). thinking that maybe those artistic people's mind functioned differently with ours. sadly, this tragic incident just happened in my life, nana's life. well, i define it as tragic. lose and gain isn't quite something ordinary but got people heartached for losing it one day. it has not yet regret myself but somehow missing the something i have lost. idk what is very wrong with the boy, never satisfied with my looks and figure. people around always say that a person never mind about your appearance if he/she really loves you. but seriously it doesn't means that he/she doesnt loves you if they do so. am not trying to convince my dear your friends about how true to me footballer is when am also actually pissed off with this damn superficial bastard. not allowing his girlfriend to play xiaonei isn't because he feels jealous or wants to control his gf who to socialise with, but because he is afraid those friends of him may take a joke out of his gf. he wants his face too much than even considering about my pride. in his friends' eyes, zyp's girlfriend supposed be some kind of super model who has perfect look and body figure. sadly am not. now even that he wants me to remove his photos from the sina album for what reason you guys should know, and this guy had literally ruined his image in my heart. am totally disppointed with he man whom i love so much despite those unforgivable crimes he had committed. a dying heart never need someone to paddle and console... so well, we people from w46k went for an outing at vivo city for a steamboat session and photoshots were timberly fun! i love my new friends though this isnt seems something nana would say but the first and last time:)

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