i a bit shy cus i long time nvr see my baby already halo jiu sang! baby's yandao with this CDG shirt! walau what you wearing sial construction worker! miss u miss u miss u! 166days!

i have never thought that i would ever be one of those who have quarrelled with their girlfriends over a boy, especially a close one, and very. i saw people getting their mind twisted thinking of how to keep a man in their pocket and nevertheless lose many things in the process. i thought it so nonsensical to love someone who was possessed by your closed one(well, she never did). thinking that maybe those artistic people's mind functioned differently with ours. sadly, this tragic incident just happened in my life, nana's life. well, i define it as tragic. lose and gain isn't quite something ordinary but got people heartached for losing it one day. it has not yet regret myself but somehow missing the something i have lost. idk what is very wrong with the boy, never satisfied with my looks and figure. people around always say that a person never mind about your appearance if he/she really loves you. but seriously it doesn't means that he/she doesnt loves you if they do so. am not trying to convince my dear your friends about how true to me footballer is when am also actually pissed off with this damn superficial bastard. not allowing his girlfriend to play xiaonei isn't because he feels jealous or wants to control his gf who to socialise with, but because he is afraid those friends of him may take a joke out of his gf. he wants his face too much than even considering about my pride. in his friends' eyes, zyp's girlfriend supposed be some kind of super model who has perfect look and body figure. sadly am not. now even that he wants me to remove his photos from the sina album for what reason you guys should know, and this guy had literally ruined his image in my heart. am totally disppointed with he man whom i love so much despite those unforgivable crimes he had committed. a dying heart never need someone to paddle and console... so well, we people from w46k went for an outing at vivo city for a steamboat session and photoshots were timberly fun! i love my new friends though this isnt seems something nana would say but the first and last time:)

2 yrs back, babyL's birthday! so happening and crowded! look all the hooligans, wanna be! opps. my bestie so handsome!

i will be veh old if i dress like this but it is veh nice! redang! from alicia's facebook! i want a holiday for both footballer and i? excluding his and my mom? oppps, sorry mother. baby's last year soccer club photo! something want highlight, look at the centre boy at the first row. he is LUMBA, from canada, all the other chinese footballers cannot communicate with him! hahhahaahah! they use a typical form of communication: body & sign languages, gestures. okay am mad over communication module! ****! look at this, which is footballer? this will be the future NANA! as skinny as her. more thinner than LINDA BABY! footballer, you watch out! below are some peaktures taken on the 5th of august. my BABY linda's 19th birthday! as we grow up, we dont tend to have the wanting to celebrate our birthdays. perhaps we have our own financial plan and other things to do, like the relationship. i miss the times when everyone gathered together to celebrate each other's birthday. it was such a big big thing. but not now, neither in the future will be.

i dont owe anything know. why cant you just treat me better! am so regretted for what i've done for you. you dont know how much i've bared, 've tolerated. you, zhao yanping, just dont ever farking deserve it, jerk man! cf and i met at lotone. had mac for lunch. talked as fun as ever. comparing about the similarities about both boyfs. went her hse. changed. showered. to kap to study and the farking kap dont have plugs and i wonder if all macs have withdrawn the plug service. i did her maths ws. went to ahlazah to have our dinner. i had tomyam soup and she had claypot rice both are nice and supper nice. chit chatted till i missed footabller's call. i miss the feeling, i live for myself. i miss bestie. he'd always make me laugh, like used to.

school is getting bored as days goes by. 4 tables for each day supposed to be 5. all hide at home at study for ut3. actually that is the smart choice. i can use the time to study at home instead of going to school and squeeze my brain cells. lmao. being consistent doesnt mean that you are smart. haha. baby went to drink last night, we didnt have a chance to spend time on the phone with each other. why dont i just say he ownself wants to waste the chance. alright, i should shut up here cus he is a man, needs to relax and build good relationships with his colleagues. but i mis him, especially last week, idk why. i had a weird dream the night before and cant wait to share it with caifang! cus you will burst into laughters! the dream was so random till i was very sure that its a dream when i woke(cus usually ppl would ask themselves if they were dreaming). she msged me thrice to meet this week but i told her i gotta study for next week's exams. oppps, then i better spend all my time to study! had mac last evening with jy. two psycho women ate mac when both of them arent skinny in size! and let me tell a secret here. i browsed through jy's notebook, there was this page states the dieting plan... breakfast: lunch: dinner: and lastly, guess what? snacks: ???? i was like... huh what the F is wrong with her. where got ppl go on diet and plan what to eat for snacks?! !@#$%^^&* GOSH! matt&rach. mind your behaviours. treasure! dogs!

how come so blur? puuuuu! baby finally got his off day! i curse whoever wants to criticise my boyfriend! cus he is my boyfriend! not yours! shut your comments to yourself! hehe. he's perfect in my eyes! 情人眼裡出西施, hor bestie? okay actually no one criticise him luh! i just want to give a warning! things seems changin since i lost my fone. internet connection the web the reception for calls are totally going against me! call so not clear! webcamie so lag! wtf! baby browsed through my sina album.. "北鼻 你怎麼回事 胖了 好多 好多！" walau eh hello mister zhao yanping you okay anot where got so exaggerate sial! followed by.. "這一次我真是要認真的告訴你 你必須減肥!" i better do! ltr he dont want me already! who's going to be responsible of me for the rest of my life! omg!

i is veh de power. now is 9.23 am going to tell you, my girlfriends and brothers something interesting which is when i just reached yck interchange from town i was praying that the queue's gonna be long so that i wouldnt have to wait for the bus as long happily the queue was LONG! and i just joined and waited for no. 70 after a while, i realised i forgot to top up my ezlink. by then the bus was about to be there alr. i ran to the train station and topped up my card. &ran back to the interchange. and guess what? A FUCKING 70 JUST WENT OFF! by then was 9.05! shit i cannot miss the fucking bus! cus i have to be home by 9.30 cus baby knock off at 9.30! and i decided in a second's time! i ran to the first stop where the bus's stopping! it was about 200 metres! wooohoooooo! & I CAUGHT THE BUS! YEA MAN CLAP FOR ME! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! okay cus i know baby's gonna be mad if am not home by 9.30 imisshim(: had dinner with malcolm png hao ji met matt and dylan! dylan brother, long no see you ah! he got his arm full slaved! si pai kia! haha. so happy! mal darling lend me his phone! thanks man! this is the kind of friend i need!

pictures of the above, never photoshop

please dont accuse me, like a dog!

okay i was acting chio at home before going for steamboat session @bugis

before i fucking lost my phone!

am nabey cb-ing pissed off!

i wished that person have stolen my camera instead of the phone!

cus i have every picture in my lappie but not every msg in my phone!

i cannot call baby! am mother fucking suay like a dog!

shook my head in dismay and knew i was never going to find it back at the fcukinng ulu crowded cheap skat place!

fuck!

btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINDA!

WHAT A DAY!

when i first stepped into my school, i din know why i have a feeling that i will not graduate from there. now its the fact! zhaoyanping is damn going to bring me out.. hehehe.. baby i love you

im gonna try this tonight! jes bought me celebrity's inchloss cream! am prepared to go sun tan with baby and friends am gonna slim down like a hot sexy babe and show off in front of footballer's friends opppps, am sorry! i sat lo!

i look so pale without make ups

nana is such a hardworking girl, went to work!

this is the heels i bought which i dont think i will ever wear it because....l.....

finally, i met up with lindarling at her hse. she just returned from taiwan.

went to work at the bund on saturday.

received a sad news.

JOE LAI IS LEAVING OFF TO HONGKONG!

WHAT THE FUCK!

he is such a good manager, a tall and handsome guy.

he worker for our boss for many years but he's now resigned.

xuejing is also leaving, lynette had left, denise no more working.

what the F is this?

holiday is coming, i gotta work and save my own money.

but what am i going to do when everyone has left?

work 's gonna be full of boredom!

went to town alone ytd. had ayam penyat. met jc and jz.

shopped alone. from 4 to 8, i spent my time in ion.

i love the top floor.

market palace and those aqibarang stuffs. i love furniture shops as well.

below are all those labels which i hope i own them all but sadly my dad is zys not lkc.

baby's working veh hard these days, for me.

i appreciate it loads though the pay isnt much.

he caught a flu headache sore throat and worst he broke his arm

it will be so mushy or fake if i say im feeling heartache now but idk how can i describe my feelings now if i dont say it.

& thanks ah jes for buying me the inchloss cream!

me lurb chu!