we are always the one, holding on to each other

my naughty bestie marcus leong was trying to seek attention from me by sending a msg both ytd and today. i couldnt be bothered because am angry with him for you all know what reason! just now he called, when my internet was down, when footballer was outside at soho night, when i got sucha back stomach cramp, my bestie just called me. yes he just did, just so coincident! you see? he's always do such things to make me stay, make me dont feel like being angry at him anymore. we have telepathy(: oh well, our friendship is just so amazing, no one would ever understand and i dont wanna explain! text me: my mood is so bad till i being so paraoid thinking that footballer doesnt love me anymore, and you also dont want me alr! besty: but i just called you? me: im so poor, i scared when i tell you i dont have money you wont meet me alr. (actually i know he's not this kind but i just said that with purpose.) besty: am i that bad? when i got money i treat also. both no money come my hse la. i cook you maggie mee (: me: i also dk why this yr im so poor like a dog, i think i need to slim down and find a rich boyf like your lao san! besty: wait till you slim down then say ba. tmr we meet okay? me: okay i got culinary after school what you wanna eat i cook for you? besty: you sure you cook can eat de ma? me: can besty: okay we shall see tmr am gg to bed bestie, goodnight.. me: night night tor gor gor :) okay i think some of the part in this convo only marcus and i got it. what is tor gor? haha it's a secret! and you all dk what does he mean by, wait till you slim down then say ba.. hahhaha okay im not showing off how close we are, i just wanna pour the only happiness at the moment cus sadly i have to remind myself once more, zhao yanping is enjoying himself at 88 with the other footballers. am not controlling, am generous, am understanding, i let you be, pls die outside and not come home anymore...