i know am contradicting myself. okay you all know actually i love him alot. but sometimes he really make me very angry. i really dunno what is going to happen in this half year's time. i cannot give him stress. i cannot keep telling him that i feel sad cus i cannot see him. he'd be very stress. i can just envy those couple around me, cus no matter fights of argument, they still get to see each other. i cannot. this is a obstable in our relationship. something we need to overcome.. baby i miss you.