footballer and i had a late night quarrel last night, read carefully dears, late night QUARREL! not late night SEX! you all would be shock if i paste our qq conversation here. we was in a caller conversation. footballer kept typing, you all wouldn't know how irritating it was. the knock knock sound on the keyboard is damn loud and i was wearing ear piece moreover its shows no respect to me. = = ''who are you talking to? why keep typing?'' ''a person in france, last night always watch us play soccer'' !!! in france daisai ah? watch you all play soccer daisai ah? i totally wanted slam my screen down and let him be. but i din. i throw aside the mic and wait. he started talking, so i aked him ''you type finish alr?'' then he say i got attitude problem. he made his effort to explain to me who the girl is, what they were talking about. yea its all true, i believe him. im just not happy! i just dont like him to talk to another person when he's doing it to me! yes, im not a super girlfriend anymore, i started to become unreasonable... i still sounded angry and he started saying that if they have something, he would have kup-ed the caller and not telling me what's happening. im just angry cant you compromise yourself and just say sorry? okay. qurrel begins here. ''if there's something bu guang ming, i would kup-ed it and talk to her first, like what i did.'' ''oh, okay, i know, now i know alr, whenever you kup-ed the caller in the past, you were talking to... okok i know alr'' there he started yelling me, you know what? you know what? please dont act like you know. he was making me angry with a purpose of course i show him that he got his aim, i was angry. then he say i insulted his personality. and all the harsh bad vulgar insulting words was then come out from his mouth till i can hear his mom coming his room and ask him to behave... he end the caller convo. minutes later... he called me using caller. ''sorry, im sorry. i shouldn't have shouted at you'' hearing him saying this, i felt so weird, usually he din apologise after he shout. but why this time? then i heard him typing again, to me this time.. ''break up, we dont match'' i started tearing like one dog, like the meng jiang nv who cried the great wall falls. im not exagerating. he's still not enough, started explaining what went wrong and my words are so hurt to him. i know. i know my words are too harsh, too much for him to bare. after all his craps, i asked him again ''so now do you still want to break up?'' ''bu yao la... just now i was really very angry, very impulsive'' can you imagine my footballer is saying something like this? he never ever say break up before, not ever in this relationship, i bet i really pissed him off. i believe he love me and much... he dont know how i felt when i saw his words of breaking up, let's separate with each other first. heartaching. i can be very calm typing these down now but not last night. too sad.. i scolded him for saying break up so easily. he jolly well back to the past, to the playboy he used to be. im so scared, but not now, because i know, he said that cus he loves me too much... baby, im sorry....