baby it's been 4 months. you taught me many. not necessary to speak when you love someone. treasure is always from heart. we dont speak for our future. we show it. im childish to demand so much. im sorry. everything saying once is enough. you taught me how to trust. i learnt. the footballer in my heart now is totally different with the one i used to know. i misunderstood you. i din know. now i do. you are not a playboy. i feel really bad whenever the scenes reminds me of what i thought about you. they are so untrue. i always make you angry. your words are always nasty. i accept it. i listen to your lectures. i calm myself down to always let you scold. i turned soft. i compromise. cus i know it'll never work if both of us are so bad tempered. so i gave in. i take a step back. i hope my baby you know. everything is because i love you. too much.

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